grace.

Grace. It's what has been poured out on me lately and what I'm asking from you because it's been so long since my last post! Friends, a season of life just came and went! Sorry its day-to-day joys and defeats weren't logged or blogged! But let's just say since God is God I was provided for in countless ways, disciplined to grow and seek Him more, and rooted even more deeply into my new community.

I so loved this family I nannyed for! They were so good to me and it was a privilege to be invited into their lives. I'd sum up what I've learned with the words sacrifice, service, and grace. Let's be real-- it's hard to love others more than yourself. Taking care of a child is one of the easiest ways to learn your own selfishness. I am so thankful that God would use a situation like this to teach me about His gospel, though. How much GRACE He gives us when we disregard and live apart from His costly love for us.  I learned in practice that the Gospel (see video!) is really the only vehicle and motivation to love and serve others with a glad and true heart. Only so long can you love in your own strength. By his strength, we are given the ability to partner with Him in His own love toward His people.

Anyways, here is my sweet girl...and no, this was not an on-the-clock photo. I wish she wouldn't have to remember me as the girl who rolled out of bed each day and went upstairs. (Only kidding...that's not how it always was :) )

I just started my new full time job at my church! For the purpose of general info--I am working with two leaders of two ministries by being an administrative assistant. I love it so far-- to-do lists, tasks, and all! I also don't mind that I have amazing co-workers and a job that allows me to meet new people with unique life stories every day! I love ministry already, but now I get to see and do the behind-the-scenes work. I'm experiencing self-discovery in this environment and looking forward to how God will continue to guide me and unfold his plans.

So, enough with the common knowledge. Here's a fun glimpse into every day life:

-sweet & spontaneous hangouts with new friends! There's always something fun going on in DC you know...

-The one lane bridge that I travel on each day to work. It reminds me to slow down a little bit in such a fast-paced city :) )

-my dear friend, Alexa. Her pretty face has been featured on the blog before, but now she is my housemate! I have a gracious and beautiful space in her parents' home with her until March! I am SO thankful! Although I have moved three times since May, God graciously provides and will continue to do so in the future.

-Time spent with my middle school girls! LOVE getting to know them and having the privilege of teaching them God's Word!

-Thanks to friends and family who have showered me with lots of love on my new desk! (Still on the learning/adjusting curve. More simplification and organization to come.)

Oh, I know I already told you, butttt THIS cutie was born!

I am an aunt!! Congrats to my bro & sis in law! Alexander Lee is still doing well and I can't wait til they'll be here at Christmas! Much anticipation til that day--he just looks like such a snuggler! So we'll get along great :)

Inevitably with all of these oh so joyous life experiences come challenges. Moving somewhere new and transitioning to a full-time job has quite quickly scooted me into society's standard of adulthood. It can be frustrating and humbling to question how much I actually know about the real world. BUT, there is glorious truth in Jeremiah 29:11 about trusting God when stepping out in faith. "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." I know this verse is heavily quoted, but that doesn't mean its message is any less true.

Until next time!